This time, our entire on-air team (as it existed on Sept. 19, 2023) again reminisces in Part 2 of the Talking Space retrospective about audience feedback, launch anomalies, podcast burnout, and more!
It was September 9, 2009; aka 09/09/09.
That was the easy-to-remember air date of the first episode of Talking Space. The Space Shuttle era was ending. As far as most of the public was concerned, that represented the death knell for the U.S. Space Program. But Gene, Mark and Sawyer knew better, and they were trying to figure out how to best spread the word that all was not lost.
Thus, Talking Space was born. And what a ride it’s been.
In Part 2 of this retrospective (Part 1 can be found here), the team reveals:
And we also talk about how much we value feedback from you, our listeners – even when you let us know you do not particularly agree with us.
Be sure to let us know your thoughts on the topics we discuss. You can always reach us at mailbag@TalkingSpaceOnline.com .
Show recorded 09-19-2023.
Host: Larry Herrin
Panelist(s): Gene Mikulka, Mark Ratterman, Sawyer Rosenstein and Dr. Kat Robison
Podcast Editor: Larry Herrin
00:05 - Welcome to Talking Space
00:39 - Audience Feedback and Podcast Evolution
02:05 - The Impact of Major Events
07:37 - Balancing Critique and Praise
16:42 - Redundancy in Space Missions
18:38 - Reflecting on NASA Leadership
21:05 - The Challenge of Burnout
28:41 - Evolving Through Breaks
31:46 - Celebrating Our Achievements
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Hi, everyone. Larry here. Welcome back to Talking Space.
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This is part two of a special episode recorded more than a year ago,
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where we discuss something that's become quite relevant to the Talking Space
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podcast today, as it turns out.
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You'll hear in this episode about how
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sometimes our show takes unexpected breaks how
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sometimes we just get tired you know and also
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life has this funny way of throwing curveballs at us and those are the times
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we're incredibly grateful we've got our amazing team to lean on and of course
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we have you our wonderful listeners also well it turns out we were pretty spot
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on timing wise and releasing this episode now,
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because we happen to be entering one of those periods right now.
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It looks like we'll be taking a bit of a breather from talking space,
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at least through the holiday season.
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But don't worry, though, if something major happens in the space world that
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we just can't ignore, we'll be right back here to chat about it, I'm sure.
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But in the meantime, here's a little request. Please don't forget about us during this hiatus.
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Stay subscribed to the podcast so you'll be the first to know when we're back
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on the air in the new year.
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We promise it will be worth the wait.
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We want to thank you for your understanding and your continued support.
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We couldn't do this without you.
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So now let's dive into part two of the Talking Space Retrospective.
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So Gene, another question I had that maybe you or Sawyer can probably best answer
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is what role has audience feedback played in shaping the podcast, if any role?
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Oh, boy. Well, we do announce at the end of the show, most times,
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that we want to hear from our audience.
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I don't know if, you know, there were a few folks that had decided to send MP3s in.
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And for folks that have done that, we've gone ahead and we've played those at
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the end as part of the show.
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And we still encourage that. But I think the audience feedback goes in line
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with the previous question as far as trying to anticipate what they're looking for.
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And we've tried to adapt. We've tried to go ahead and hear what's going on out
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there and try to tailor the show to that kind of thing.
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But as far as as actual audience feedback, we're trying to encourage it.
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We don't unfortunately, we don't get a lot.
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But but and we'd like to see more of it because we want to talk and talk to folks.
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I think one of our early shows, we actually had sort of like a call in kind
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of thing during that first year.
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And I'd love to try that again for that.
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Yeah, I'd love to try that again because we had I think Neil Weiser was was
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was kind of helping us out a little bit with that. and he kind of got the software together.
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Mark was playing the call screen on that one.
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Look at july of 2010 yeah i mean
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that's why i was looking at 2009 but yeah
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i i remember that episode vividly with the yeah
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a program that no longer exists that's for
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sure yeah it was it
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was hysterical i the software you loved it though
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the software doesn't exist okay right yeah
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i don't know the episode is still available you said
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it was july yeah wow yeah that was ironically around the same time as the uh
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saturn 5 s1c stage story that you just talked about it was the same era yeah
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i see that oh there we go yes it was called uh twalk in yes i am.
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And so i say i get most of you know i do get feedback here and there but most
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of it's on social media and most of it is people disagreeing with something
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i've said oh i could go there too No,
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I tried not to. I have money.
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That goes without saying. As long as it's not trolling, I'm happy to hear what people have to say.
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If you're just being rude, then I'm not going to listen to what you have to say.
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But I also think that we go through spurts and stuff, but we do get a decent
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amount of messages, like either messages on Facebook or messages on Twitter
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that people will say something, or sometimes they'll share something that we haven't heard.
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We've even had a few guests, you know, potential guests reach out that are doing,
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especially some people who were doing cool science at NASA that maybe aren't
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the big name, you know, programs.
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We've had a few of them reach out actually and say, hey.
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I'd be interested in coming to talk about my program, which is kind of a cool
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thing that people know that they can come to us and have a space.
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Well, let me just say that if there's anyone listening that wants to do that
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at NASA, feel free to send us an email, mailbag at talkingspace.com.
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We'd be happy to hear from you.
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Talkingspaceonline.com. Yeah, talkingspaceonline.com. That's a whole other story
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about the person. Oh, don't get me started.
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Oh, please. We've been trying for 15 years. Trust me.
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Yeah. And he's still asking like, you know, $10,000 for the darn thing.
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And we're just saying, okay, fine, you can eat it.
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But the, I mean, as far as audience feedback is concerned, Kat,
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yeah, I guess you and I can probably swap some stories.
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I have a few people who I call my own professor Moriarty's who are just kind
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of, I mean, I'm not going to go in there because it's going to open up a can of worms.
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But it's a bunch of folks who happen to have some sort of following with a certain
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launch service provider. And I'm not going to go into the whys and wherefores.
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And it's becoming even more so because Larry and I have been talking about some
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of their fun things that they're up to.
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And, Larry, you're getting a taste of what I've had now for the past few years, unfortunately.
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Yeah, but, you know, that's okay.
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You know, you just got to keep in
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mind that, you know, facts is facts and everything else is just opinions.
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Hey, it comes with the territory. You know, if you're willing to put yourself
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out there and you're willing to go ahead and talk to people that,
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you know, that may not have the opinions or, or, or have the facts for certain things.
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And, you know, folks just want to say, Hey, you know, okay, fine.
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I substitute, you know, reality and put my own in and, you know, that kind of thing.
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So it's all good. It comes with this territory.
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Yeah. One thing that I think that I really like about the podcast is that.
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We are always willing to not only recognize when companies or governments do
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things right, but we also have no problem holding people accountable and saying,
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like, hey, this should be better.
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Or this is what should happen. Or sharing of those concerns.
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And I think sometimes people only hear the negative when, in fact,
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I think that, and we have gotten feedback to this extent before as well from
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the audience, is we do have a relatively balanced view.
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And sometimes I think that can get lost because some
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you know just like you know I teach
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right because I'm at a university you will
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sometimes just get the feedback from people who are upset you know
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you don't hear the happy feedback you don't hear the positive feedback but we
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have had that you know positive review about that we do really strive to be
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balanced in our coverage and you know there have been times when we've been
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critical of one company or another but we are always, I think,
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one of the podcasters are also happy to celebrate when those companies or those
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governments are doing really well too.
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Kat, I'm going to concur because you just tickled my brain with something.
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There was a PAO from then Orbital ATK, and she basically said,
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you know, we listen to you guys and we think you're, you know,
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you could be tough sometimes, but you can also be very fair.
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And I thought that was a high praise indeed coming from somebody like that.
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Actually, one of the episodes I remember recording most is that when we did
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that episode with the resupply mission that had the catastrophic anomaly.
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I was actually visiting my best friend in San Diego at the time,
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but we all got together and did sort of a really quick reaction to that.
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And, yeah, being able to have that reputation that, yeah, we're going to ask
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the tough questions and we're going to explore those topics,
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but we're going to be fair in the way that we explore them because,
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you know, we recognize that there's going to be success and failure in the industry.
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And that's sort of a necessary part of moving it forward.
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I agree. that reminds me of yeah there
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were a couple of times where we had to do these quick episodes
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because of some big major development i remember
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orb three oh good god sawyer i was
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about you know larry if you came to one of my favorite episodes
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i was going to say that because i mean
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one of the few launches that i ever slept through because i was like oh it's
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just another resupply mission it's fine i was in college i had classes all morning
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i was exhausted I took a nap I woke up saw the text of like you know we need
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to get recording now like what happened and then I watched the replay and went oh.
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Oh, yeah, we need to record now. All right, you guys, here's where I plead my
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ignorance. So what happened? Was it an explosion on the pad or what?
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We lost Antares. It made it about five seconds into flight, I think.
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Okay. Yeah, and then. So basically on the pad.
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Right. And then the NK-33AK, the AJ-26 engine, failed on Antares,
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and the whole thing just exploded.
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I was standing outside my home in the driveway because you could actually see
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some of the launches at night from here in New Jersey, from Virginia.
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And I was waiting there. I had the binos. It was all set.
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And I had the audio feed going from NASA television.
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And all of a sudden, things went dead.
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And I heard this bang. And I'm like, did we just lose the bird?
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And I, cause I wasn't, I wasn't looking at the screen when it happened.
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Cause I was, I was poised and waiting for the thing to come over the horizon.
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And it, I mean, I said, we lost the bird.
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And I just immediately ran in and said, Hey, we got to start talking.
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We got to, we got to get online now. And as we were talking,
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literally, NASA television was showing the smoldering ashes in and around pad zero A.
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And we were trying to ascertain what was going on. I think we got on after the
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press conference had occurred, and we gave out the telephone number for folks
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if they found debris and all that.
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But I was so darn proud of this team because we reacted fast,
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and we got the information out there as quickly as possible.
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And that was a rough week because, if you recall, that was also the same week
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we lost Michael Allsbury on the VSS Enterprise. We lost him on,
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on Halloween in 2014. Yep.
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That was the first one that we had hopped on the air for as an emergency.
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Then we hopped on the second one.
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And then I think what was probably the most painful was a lot of the experiments that flew on Orb 3.
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They obviously, they lost the experiment. So those that had the money to be
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able to rebuild them did.
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And they said, we'll give you a free ride on SpaceX instead.
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That'll be CRS-7. Oops.
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Also failed, except about a minute and a half into flight.
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It entirely blew up so there were teams and
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then i ended up going to the i that was
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what actually drove me to go to the first iss research and
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development conference it was in boston that year and i lived in new jersey
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so it wasn't too far their main speaker was elon musk before he was as big a
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deal as he is now he was still a big deal in the space industry so i'm like
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oh my gosh i got to hear him speak because this was two weeks after the explosion
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something very close to it and And then,
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of course, a lot of the people that were there were people that had experiments on both missions,
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Orb-3, and then they chose to refly on CRS-7.
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And just hearing them talk, that was something I'll also never forget,
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and also a really good episode that I think back on.
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I also just, I think that the Cygnus really sticks in my head,
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too, because what was very interesting about Cygnus is because that pad became
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unusable for so long and they weren't able to fly Antares.
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Is that Cygnus had been designed with interoperability,
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which was a really fantastic thing because then additional missions were able
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to go up on the Atlas rocket from ULA,
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which while the loss of the mission and the damage and the issues with the rockets
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were of course unfortunate, it was just such a great example of the importance
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of having interoperability.
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And that redundancy is a conversation we have a lot on the podcast,
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right? We talk about the importance.
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Even when we're going through, you know, in recent times, looking at contracts
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for a moon landing, right? And contracts for that.
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And I know one of our concerns is like, you're just going to issue a sole development
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contract? That's really dangerous.
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Because what about redundancy? And we've seen, you know, even with the commercial
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development that we still need that redundancy.
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We've seen it in commercial cargo, We've seen it in commercial crew.
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So the fact that, you know.
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That it's been demonstrated the importance to have redundancy in something that
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we've long had a topic of the podcast allows us to sort of follow the trajectory
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of these developments with more insight, right?
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Because we can talk about, hey, we've covered this. We know the importance of redundancy.
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So when we make an argument to continue to have redundancy, it's not just,
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you know, hate or dislike or anything.
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It's not to do with the companies who are bidding. it's actually our
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long experience in covering the space industry in
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this way that we know the importance of these
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things because unfortunately accidents happen
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and they happen you know more often than any of us would
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like so you have to be prepared for it and i'm
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just by the way i just want to point out how full circle this has all come so
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we followed everything from the orb missions
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when it was orbital science and that after that
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failure they had to move at that point they became orbital atk so
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oa4 which i think gene and i were at originally
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for the first attempt at least was atlas 5
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then they got the upgraded antaris which i know gene you've been to and then
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they ran out of the rd 181 engines because they're russian engines and a lot
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of the factory for the materials are in ukraine and now it's going to be flying
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on spacex after all that on a falcon nine.
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So three, or I guess, honestly, with how different they were,
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four different vehicles for that.
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So the brilliance of redundancy and the fact that we'll have covered and we'll
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continue to be covering all of these different iterations and why it's so important
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that in 14 years on four different vehicles, we're covering it every time.
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And this is also part of, you know, to even bring that into out of the technical
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realm and into, you know, the political negotiation realm One of the points
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of NASA's Artemis Accords,
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the bilateral agreements that seek to operationalize things like the Outer Space
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Treaty and other things, is to set standards for interoperability in deep space missions.
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Because as we know, they're very expensive and really most nations are not going
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to be able to afford to do any deep space missions on their own.
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So there has to be a standard of redundancy and interoperability.
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And so these aren't just technical conversations. These come into agreement,
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diplomatic negotiations as well. So it's an important concept.
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I'm just smiling and nodding my head because you guys just stole my thunder. Thank you.
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I'm glad you did because I'm, you know, it's, and again, I'll add that Germany
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recently signed the Artemis Accords.
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And again, as Kat was talking about interoperability, she's not the only one talking about it.
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Another gentleman that you might've heard about by the name of Jim Bridenstine
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is also a big champion of that.
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And when we go to a real show, we'll, well, not a real show,
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but when we go to our usual format. I'll get into that more in depth.
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Just an interesting note, I think, for sort of retrospective.
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When Jim Bridenstine was first appointed, we were a bit skeptical, right?
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But he ended up being an excellent administrator of NASA. And I think we all,
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you know, we acknowledged that and said that on the show.
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So it's just, you know, interesting as we look back at things,
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you know, mentioning Jim Bridenstine.
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And I remember the conversations we had about it And then saying like,
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hey, it's really interesting how NASA tends to affect the people who lead it
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rather than always the other way around.
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Right. They sort of get into the NASA mindset. And it's a very interesting,
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interesting thing that happens.
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I actually miss Jim, but that's a whole other story.
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My big thing, though, is I think that brings us to a good point.
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Obviously, over the course of as long as we've been on the air,
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we're going to get things wrong. And I think that's the big thing is all the
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people who are passionate, I guess we'll say, about specific companies.
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We admit when we're wrong. We thought Bridenstine, who had no experience in
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the game, had no idea what he was doing.
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And it turns out he did a lot for NASA. I remember early on when SpaceX announced,
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oh, we're going to be landing boosters on drone ships in the ocean and be able
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to bring them back and then in a couple days, you know, reuse and refly again.
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Like, that's never going to happen. There's no way that there's going to be
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any success when it comes to landing a booster back and then refurbishing it,
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especially out in the middle of the ocean. It's ridiculous.
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There's no way that's going to work ever. And now their turnaround time between
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launches is three days, and all of them are on reflown boosters.
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We were wrong i remember admitting how wrong i
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was and how glad i was that i was wrong but i
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was one of our one of my bigger faux pas of
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the 14 years we've been on of things that i thought would
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never happen and did wasn't there one launch there
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was one launch wasn't there were there were they they successfully
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landed three of them two of
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the three yeah they've been trying for three with falcon heavy
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but okay i was at that first falcon heavy demo
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flight i'm trying to remember mark if you were there as well but
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i know i was there and to see two boosters
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landing side by side almost simultaneously for the
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first time in history it's crazy unbelievable and i'll be honest i've seen it
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probably three or four more times and it still doesn't get old and you may be
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seeing it again in a couple of weeks i will be yeah yeah with with the psyche
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mission so that's one of my bucket list things is i haven't seen a booster landing
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so i really would like to see that. Yeah.
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Just like all of you, I celebrate all of their successes. It's really fantastic to see them and succeed.
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But you have to also hold them accountable just in the same way that NASA and
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ESA and all other, especially right now in Australia, the space agency here,
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they need to be held accountable.
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But that doesn't mean we don't get just as excited and just as giddy to celebrate
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every time there's a success. So...
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For sure. So does anybody have anything else to add before I ask one more question?
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Other than the fact, I'm extraordinarily proud of all the work we've done.
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And I'm looking forward to the next few years and will continue doing it for as long as I hold out.
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But all I'm going to say, again, as I said from the top of this,
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I was just totally and completely blessed with the people that decided to be
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part of this little ragtag group here.
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And I still consider us sort of like the mouse that roared.
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And I'm hoping that we can continue to put together quality work the way we have the past 14 years.
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And I cannot think of a better group of people that I would love to do it with than the group I have.
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And I just feel totally blessed by having this crew of just absolutely brilliant individuals.
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They keep me in check, which also I'm glad they do, too, because sometimes Iâ
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Well, we love having you, Gene, our fearless visionary and leader.
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None of this would be here without you, Gene. All right.
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Speaking of which, it's been almost 15 years now.
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Does anybody ever gotten tired of it?
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I know I'll speak for myself when I say that as long as we have,
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you know, do successful teamwork, you know, that's what keeps my enthusiasm going.
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Anybody got any perspective on that?
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I'll be honest with you, Larry. Sometimes I have my blinders on.
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And when I do that, I kind of put out the rest of the world and see what they're
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doing. But sometimes they fall off.
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And I look around and see all of these individuals that are getting a lot of
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recognition out there and all of that.
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And I sometimes wonder, and this kind of leads into some of the reasons why
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we've had a few hiatuses here and there.
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You kind of second guess yourself. You're wondering, geez, you've got all of
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these other individuals that have got a massive following.
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I mean, they're literally, because YouTube turns people into instant stars,
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I kind of wonder, you know, what are we doing?
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You know, how come we haven't caught fire in the same manner,
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say, some of these other YouTubers have?
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And it kind of makes you wonder, you know, are you just banging your head up against a wall?
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And sometimes, yeah, I'll admit, sometimes I need some more gas in the tank.
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And I actually went to a session at Podcast Movement a while back ago.
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I think this was the Philadelphia edition.
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And there was a session over there about podcast burnout.
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And I think it was geared more toward individuals that were on that three-year
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level, not the individuals that have been at this for,
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say, a long period of time and really needing that extra capacity.
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Ounce of octane to keep going. And there have been times, I'm not going to be beat around the bush.
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There have been times where I'm kind of wondering, why the devil am I spending
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all this time and treasure doing this, when I don't think, I'm wondering if
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we're really making a dent in the universe, as it were.
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And sometimes I need that reminder that indeed we are.
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And the conversations like the one we're having tonight kind of remind me of
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the fact that, yeah, we've made a dent in the universe.
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We were one of the early pioneers of new media.
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There were only a handful of new media actually allowed on site at KSC,
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and we were one of them. So we were fortunate for that.
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Yeah, well, Jane, we might not have the monetization or the massive follower
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counts as other podcasts, but I think we have the respects of the people within
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the industry, which is something that you, you know,
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you can always buy flashy things and you can throw a lot of money at something
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or have like a podcast company or someone behind you that's promoting you.
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But everything we've had, we have it because we've built it organically.
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And I think one of the wonderful things about being in the team like we are
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is that it allows for there to be ebbs and flows in our lives.
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When there's times when one of us can't be as present, there's always someone
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there who is willing to pick it up and say, hey, are we going to do this?
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A lot of times I feel like that's Mark, which is why I say he's our beloved
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podcast dad, our wise and Mr. Feeny mentor.
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But there are times that you have to take a step back and just say,
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I need to take a I need to take a minute.
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And then if you haven't been on a call for a while and you get on a call,
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you're like, man, it's like a reunion.
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I love these guys. I'm so glad that I'm here with everybody.
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But yeah, we've had chats over, is this something we'd like to make more professional in the past?
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But honestly, we do it because we love it.
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And that love for it, I think, gives us a lot of integrity.
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I remember a few years back, might have been like five, six years now,
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that there was talk of a very well-known publication that wanted to sort of
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syndicate us and bring us under their umbrella.
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And ultimately, the decision was that we didn't want to do that because we didn't
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want to lose what talking space was.
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And we felt like if we were to do that, we would lose, you know,
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what it is that makes talking space, talking space.
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And I think the fact that we are independent, that we've been in the business,
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like I've only, I've been here almost 10 years, I think 10 years next year.
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So, you know, not as long as 15, but still it's a long time.
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And, you know, we've built the reputation and we have the respect from the people
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who matter. And I think our listeners, you know, stay with us year after year
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because they know what it is that they're getting and they know the value of what they're getting.
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And we still have people coming to us to put their information out.
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And we are still covering events because we have that reputation.
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And I think that's, you know, that's important to me. And so,
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you know, that means that if I am feeling burnout, I'm going to take a step
00:27:43.123 --> 00:27:47.083
aside because I don't want to affect the reputation of the podcast.
00:27:47.843 --> 00:27:51.083
And, you know, you had asked earlier, Larry, about sort of formats.
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And one of the things that we've done, you know, besides responding to what
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listeners want with a new format, is it has made it easier for us to handle things.
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When team members need to take a step back for one reason or another. For sure.
00:28:05.228 --> 00:28:11.648
And I think the fact that we've taken breaks is a good indicator of, yeah, we get burnt out.
00:28:11.808 --> 00:28:18.668
Again, like I said, I edited the first almost 200 episodes before Mark and I started splitting it.
00:28:18.768 --> 00:28:21.728
And now Mark and Larry have helped take over the editing portion.
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But I think the most significant part of all that is, yes, we took breaks,
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but the show always came back.
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We couldn't stay away from it.
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Regardless, we all decided we're a family here. We want to come back.
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We want to keep putting out the product.
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It gave us a chance each time to kind of rethink the show.
00:28:41.668 --> 00:28:44.308
And like we were talking about before, if the audience evolves,
00:28:44.608 --> 00:28:48.968
each time was a chance for us to evolve as well and make it back into something
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that we loved doing as much as we do at this moment.
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Hey, Kat, I'm going to play back that once this gets published,
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I'm going to play back your comments and I'm going to keep it on a loop for
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when I have that burnout moment.
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And just as a subtle reminder that we have indeed built a reputation out there
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for accuracy at least and for integrity.
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And that's something that not a lot of organizations can boast.
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And this is a small, again, this is a small fly on the seam of your pants group,
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but we've done rather big miracles in that department.
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Gene, I promise I'll always be here for your positive affirmation. Thank you.
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And Gene, if I have one more thing to add to that, that if you ever start to
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get to the point where you're, you know, fretting over lack of tens or hundreds
00:29:50.548 --> 00:29:51.768
of thousands of listeners.
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Somebody at a podcast conference that I went to just this year was talking about
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how if you fret over the fact that, oh, I only have 1,000 listeners or,
00:30:03.948 --> 00:30:07.788
oh, I only have 400 listeners or 200 listeners, well, here's what you do.
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You picture them being people in the same room as you are, sitting in an audience
00:30:13.108 --> 00:30:20.988
listening to you talk, and then decide for yourself, now, is that a worthy number of people or not?
00:30:20.988 --> 00:30:25.588
You know, 200 people sitting there listening to you talk, a thousand people, it's,
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Makes a difference. Yeah, we've been talking about some of the ups and downs in life.
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And I remember a few times I've made the statement that life gets in the way.
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And oftentimes, missing things that are on social media, I don't know what's
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going on with the rest of the gang.
00:30:46.979 --> 00:30:51.139
And this brings to mind a quote from George Bernard Shaw.
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The single biggest problem in communication is the illusion that it has taken place.
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And I got to say that I couldn't tell you how many times somebody has popped
00:31:02.559 --> 00:31:06.259
out an email with the subject line of TS next.
00:31:07.059 --> 00:31:13.579
And all of a sudden, what seems like a time where everybody has gone to sleep
00:31:13.579 --> 00:31:18.739
and taken a month or more long nap, all of a sudden, boom, we're back on again.
00:31:18.739 --> 00:31:24.239
And I got to say that it's the communication, even though we've had gaps at
00:31:24.239 --> 00:31:28.659
times, it's the communication that we're always willing to restart and share
00:31:28.659 --> 00:31:32.479
that has kept us going, along with the subject matter.
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Not to slight that. Oh, yeah, right.
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That just makes me, I'm just giggling because I'm just thinking it took until
00:31:40.619 --> 00:31:44.419
last year or this year for us all to get on a group chat together.
00:31:46.579 --> 00:31:49.659
Like we have tried like multiple times
00:31:49.659 --> 00:31:52.439
together like and we've had like the occasional thread when we're
00:31:52.439 --> 00:31:56.459
all at an event you know but we
00:31:56.459 --> 00:31:59.539
just now in the last year have a group chat
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which is you know just it just
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makes me like smile and giggle and just it's
00:32:06.479 --> 00:32:09.219
very endearing that it took us this long but it's
00:32:09.219 --> 00:32:12.899
nice now that we have it which i think has also improved our communication very
00:32:12.899 --> 00:32:20.979
much so yep well what do you think shall we call it an episode or two episodes
00:32:20.979 --> 00:32:27.399
or whatever this turns out to be before we do i just want to mention some fun facts here okay,
00:32:28.139 --> 00:32:33.999
up until this point we have now released over 300 episodes okay,
00:32:34.971 --> 00:32:38.751
All-time downloads. So the number of times that Talking Space episodes have
00:32:38.751 --> 00:32:44.551
been downloaded total is almost 270,000 times.
00:32:45.091 --> 00:32:50.771
And Talking Space has been listened to on every single continent.
00:32:51.191 --> 00:32:55.311
Years ago, there was a listen from Antarctica. So we have been listened to on
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every single continent.
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Very cool. That's us, people. We've made an impact somehow. That's for sure.
00:33:02.791 --> 00:33:07.431
I just need to confirm, we need to get ourselves listened to on the space station
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so we can be like, everywhere there's been a human presence, we've been listened to.
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There you go. That would be nice.
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So if you're an astronaut listening and you've happened or a cosmonaut,
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or even if you're a taikonaut and you've listened to it on the Chinese National Lab, please let us know.
00:33:26.971 --> 00:33:31.991
So we'd like to be able to make the claim all continents and human presence
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outside in the Earth urban.
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Axiom 1 and 2, if Axiom 3 wants to take an episode up with them, we're game.
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We're here for that. Very good.
00:33:45.131 --> 00:33:51.951
So with that said, this is Larry Herron, and I'd like to thank our full roster
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of panelists tonight. Gene Mikulka.
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It's been fun. Mark Ratterman? Don't get no better than this.
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There you go. Sawyer Rosenstein? When you're here, you're family.
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And this is a lot better bang for your buck than Olive Garden.
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Dr. Kat Robison? Thanks for coming to our Campfire Chat.
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Very good. So, everyone, thank you very much for listening.
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at mailbag at talking space online.com and have a good rest of your day and we'll see you next time.
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I have to say, I feel like we can't end it unless Sawyer does his ending.
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I believe I started this back at like episode six or seven as a joke,
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because we record at night most of the time. And there was so it's like it's day.
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But then again, when people are listening to it across the coast,
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you know, it could be night, it could be day could be evening and I had no clue what to say.
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So I think I said this in passing, which has now become the trademark to have
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a great day, night, evening or whatever it is.
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Music.